Heart

I am so sorry I had to do this.

I never expect someone like you would come to my life.

Someone who would accept me for who I am.

Someone who texted me everyday just to make sure that I am okay .

For sure, I love clingy relationship.

But I never expect it will be you.

The first I met you , I thought someone like you would never ever look at me.

Because I’m hideous and I am not smart and I am not rich.

I love you.

But it’s just that sometimes I couldn’t go on with this kind of relationship. 

I just died inside.

I just don’t want to give you more hope.

Because it’s unfair.

I feel that you deserve someone better than me.

Someone that worth to have you.

I don’t have that kind of criteria you’re looking for.

I can be a heartless ego bitch .

And if possible, I don’t want to do that to you.

Because it is not fair for you.

Let me cry everyday so that I can see you with someone who deserve you.

Definitely not me. 

I don’t want you to cry just because of me.

Trust me, I am not worth it.

I don’t deserve you.

There’s a lot girls out there who deserve you .

I can’t go on like this.

I knew something like this will happen in the future.

I am truly sorry .

I really want to be with you, I really do.

But its just that I feel you deserve way better .

Not me.

I’m tired of crying.

My eyes hurt and so do my heart.

I have to let you go.

This is so unfair.

Unfair.